我順著剝落的高墻走路,踏著松的灰土。另外有幾個人,各自走路。微風起來,露在墻頭的高樹的枝條帶著還未乾枯的葉子在我頭上搖動。
微風起來,四面都是灰土。
一個孩子向我求乞,也穿著夾衣,也不見得悲戚,而攔著磕頭,追著哀呼。
我厭惡他的聲調,態度。我憎惡他並不悲哀,近於兒戲;我煩厭他這追著哀呼。
我走路。另外有幾個人各自走路。微風起來,四面都是灰土。
一個孩子向我求乞,也穿著夾衣,也不見得悲戚,但是啞的,攤開手,裝著手勢。
我就憎惡他這手勢。而且,他或者並不啞,這不過是一種求乞的法子。
我不布施,我無布施心,我但居布施者之上,給與煩膩,疑心,憎惡。
我順著倒敗的泥墻走路,斷磚疊在墻缺口,墻裏面沒有什麽。微風起來,送秋寒穿透我的夾衣;四面都是灰土。
我想著我將用什麽方法求乞:發聲,用怎樣聲調?裝啞,用怎樣手勢?……
另外有幾個人各自走路。
我將得不到布施,得不到布施心;我將得到自居於布施之上者的煩膩,疑心,憎惡。
我將用無所為和沈默求乞……
我至少將得到虛無。
微風起來,四面都是灰土。另外有幾個人各自走路。灰土,灰土,……
………………
灰土……
一九二四年九月二十四日。
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